(12-12-22) What causes mental illnesses to surface and interrupt our lives?
Jessica Ekhoff writes in her new book, Super Sad Unicorn: A Memoir of Mania, about her experiences after giving birth to her first child. This is a topic that I wish would get more attention.
A scientist at the National Institute of Mental Health once suggested that I imagine an electrical cord. It works fine until one day when it causes a fire because part of the sheath covering its wires was thinner than the rest of the cord and sparks broke through. This is what happens with a serious mental illness, he explained. Whether or not you accept this theory, it helped me understand why my son, Kevin, had his break when he was in his early 20s after an uneventful childhood.
We know that stress is a trigger and giving birth certainly can be stressful.
Guest Blog by Jessica Ekhoff, author of Super Sad Unicorn: A Memoir of Mania.
Before I had my son, Wells, in February 2021, I read every book about pregnancy and early parenthood I could get my hands on. I thought I was fully prepared to handle anything I might face in the postpartum period. But nothing prepared me for what ultimately happened.
Within a few days of having my son, I began experiencing a slew of bizarre and unexpected symptoms. I became paranoid that my husband, Dane, was trying to have DCFS take Wells away from me. I went through bouts of rage so intense that I blacked out afterward. My thoughts were so confused and disjointed that I started having trouble speaking, and I felt like I never needed to sleep.